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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 23:20:09 GMT

i didnt know that looking back
on the laughs would make me cry.

So this fucked week is over. Seriously nothing could of gone worst between loosing two of my closest friends at school, Stephen && Jenna, my favorite teacher leaving, Caty && Zach yeah, I’m not doing that great with grades, && just to make things better my mom is starting so much shit with me && I really don’t need anymore shit after this week. Hopefully this weekend will give me a chance to just relax && before another week of school starts I just want to not think about what has happened but just know that everything will be ok. But we’ll see if that happens cause it’s going to be hard to forget what has happened.

we've been through more stuff than anyone
knows but you are forever my best friend

Caty && Gaby. You guys are my best && closest friends. I want to thank you both for always being here for my especially this week. You both have been there to comfort me, to tell me everything will be ok, allowed me to cry on your shoulders, && have done so much more for me. I know you both will always be here for me && I want you guys to know I’m always here as well. I am so blessed that you guys came into my life and I couldn’t of thanked you more for everything you have done for me. I love you girlies!

Matt. You are always here for me. I couldn’t of asked for a better boyfriend && friend. You treat me with so much respect && you’re always making sure I’m happy. Whether it’s a good or bad day you always make it better && put the biggest smile on my face. I love you beyond words && love every moment we get to be with each other. Thank you.

Stephen. Oh Stephen, Stephen, Stephen, where do I start? From the moment I met you, you always made me laugh. The more we talked && the farther the school year got you became one of my best and closest guy friends. Even though you’re not at dominion anymore I still see you as that. I know whenever I’m having a bad day I can call you && you make it all better. Thanks for everything && remember I’m always here for you no matter what.

Keelan. I’m so happy that I met you && we got as close as we are. We can tell each other everything && you’re great advice has pulled me through the good && the bad. You have gotten the big brother position for always making sure I’m ok && you are always defending me except when we have our “fights”. Haha thank you, I know I can always count on you && come to you no matter what the situation is.

Emma. If I ever need a good laugh I always come to you. You are one of the funniest people I know && I now see you as a really close friend. Thank you especially for trying to get a couple laughs out of me this week… it worked. Oh && the underwear definitely got a good laugh out of me, Caty && you. Haha thanks Emma for all that you’ve done.

Paisley. We have been friends for awhile now but I’m so glad we are getting closer this year && lets make it stay this way or even get closer. I would like to thank you for making sure I’m always ok && saying that you’re always going to be here for me especially during this week.

Last but not least DEE. Thanks for all the laughs you always make me happier by putting a smile on my face.

Also thank you for everyone else who has comforted me during this week.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 18:04:12 GMT

I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have's come true
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me

…And I could not ask for more

Happy 5 months Punkin

I love you... forever && always

Love,

Your Sweetheart

Monday, February 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 22:07:36 GMT

So yes…

This weekend was fun. I spent a lot of time being with Matt && I must admit it was pretty amazing. Plus Jenna’s party, sleeping, just hanging out, shopping, yeah stuff like that...

Matthew && I

Well I’m kinda sort of failing History && Literature so I won’t be on the computer that much until I have them pulled up to a B or A. Oh yeah && my cell phone… takin’ away… so what else is new? So call me on my home phone.

Later<3

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Friday, February 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 21:36:28 GMT

Another week of school… && it sucked.

Hm everyone seemed in a bad mood especially Monday && Wednesday. I’ve noticed that in the beginning of the week everyone is in the worst freaking mood and then when we get closer to Friday everyone gets happier. Haha I think it’s gay but whatever.

The three people that made me smile a lot this week && weren’t in bad mood:

Stephan: You’re always there to talk to about anything && I know I can trust you with pretty much everything. You are one of my best guy friends. Remember I’m always here for you. Thanks for everything!

Dee: You always know how to make me laugh && smile especially if I’m having a bad day or if I’m in a bad mood. I love talking to you because we talk about some weird && funny things but we also can trust each other with a lot of thing. OH && passing notes in history… hahah. I love you Dee!

Emma: You crack me up. I have the best times with you. Like in Science today with the mating call && girl call. Lol oh gosh. Oh && jazz music featuring Carol. HAH. I’m so glad I met you && that you go to dominion!

YYY

Anyways… it’s Friday, which means the weekend. Thank God. For the rest of the day I’m going to rest because my head sort of hurts && Matt is coming to see me tonight, or at least he says. Saturday Matt might come over at like 2 so we can hang out then at 4 we are going to help Jenna decorate for her party && then at 5 is Jenna’s party… movies, dinner, sleepover, && yeah. Sunday I might go to church && Caty, Paisley, Gaby, && I might hang out && make our movie for language. Haha but I don’t know yet.

Oh && these are pics from awhile ago at the mall with the peer leaders. hahahahno

laying in the middle of the floor in the mall... yes

we had to do it. haha look at me and caty. we

covered our faces... we're that cool

Me && Caty Irene <3

ACTION SHOT

me && victoria

yes, yes that is quite enough

Later<3

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 18:57:18 GMT

So last night… homecoming.

It was amazing especially with Matt.

Before everyone got there Matt came over && we took some pictures. Then around five not everyone showed up to my house but Emma, Zak, Gaby, Carl, Charley, && Mololuwa were there && we took some pics with them. After pictures we all went to the Macaroni grill && met up with Clinton, Mary-Beth, Kadie, Buddy, Dee, && Toks. Then once we got done eating dinner we went over to the Ford’s center. I had an amazing time with Matthew … dancing with him (even though Mr. Cleeland separated us a couple time haha) being with him, talking with him, etc, etc. Then at 11 it was over… yeah.

Picture Time:

These are pics from my camera I have a whole lot more on my parents camera so I will post those whenever I get them developed.

Me && Mr. Matthew

Me && Gaby <3

Lol Gaby && Carol... wow

Momo!

Me && Matthew

Mo, Charley, Dee, plus Zak (not pictured) were all

stuck in the back seat. haha yeah it was pretty funny

Charley, Dee, && Zak in the back seat.

Robots on the dance floor

TOKS! lmao!! don't even ask... but I must say that is

a pretty amazing picture (after homecoming)

Dee && Zak after homecoming

The End

Today is the super bowl && I want to go to Matt’s house but I don’t know cause my parents are going to this party thing && I have to watch my brother && his friend. But even if I don’t see Matt today I’ll see him next weekend. Go Steeler’s! OH.

Later<3

King && Queen

Mason && Jennifer

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 21:09:22 GMT

Oh wow has it been a long ass time.

I’ve been grounded for the whole month of January. No phone at all, cell phone, no computer, no Matt, practically my whole life was takin’ away. But I almost have it all back … except Matt, who is practically my life. I get to see him on Friday.

Let’s see I’ll update you of what’s been going on this month in my life.

My GPA is a 3.2 && I’m still on honor roll, I saw king kong, went shopping like every weekend, mall (caty, lol) && mountasia, I finally got my hair highlighted, && Keelan got a kick ass new car!

The biggest thing is that I had a state meet for swimming. I placed 11^th out of 20 swimmers for the 200yd IM && 14^th out of 40 swimmers for the 100yd. backstroke. So yeah I did pretty good for a freshman && plus is was really fun. The night before the meet we went out to eat as a team… lmao it was hilarious between everyone especially Brandon && Wally. It’s a you should have been there moment. Then we shaved some of the guy’s head. I’ve got pics. Oh && I’m going to miss Josh cause he’s a senior && won’t be on the team next year. Lots of luck to him for his coming years in college.

Sexy TJ

Stuffed in the bathroom shaving Brandon's hair

Brandon

TP - half shaved head

David... I loved his hair

And David shaved it all off

Maddie, Me && Rebecca

That pics is for Maddie

Mine && TJ's back.

It's all true.

Homecoming game && court is this Friday.

Homecoming dance is Saturday night.

I’m freaking excited.

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 18:52:53 GMT

Happy New Year!!

((Lmao - Keelan))

So yeah anyways... my new years eve was great. Haha. I went over to Sarah’s && hung out with her, Darby, Jake, Keelan, Staci, Jarvis, && Britt. It was fun && after midnight we went outside && set fireworks off && had a silly string fight. Oh wow we’re cool. Then when everyone left Darby, Sarah, && I spent the night since Britt && Staci couldn’t. Pssh. We stayed up until like 3 && woke up at 12. I’m still sort of tired but now I have to go get ready because the Webs are coming over for dinner… Hillary && Claire. Woot woot.

Top 10 Pics of 2005:

Matthew && I

Caty Irene && myself

Buddy’s drawing

me, && zach day dreaming of Gaby mexis

JAKE! lmao in tiny kids gift store

Jake, Keelan, && Bobby... haha

Matthew && I just look at our faces teheha

Me&&the rose Mtt gave me for our 1 month

Lancee... jumping over cones in a parking lot

while almost getting run over by cars

#10

Caty && I... lol

It’s been a great year thanks to all my friends && family. I love you all!!

While I’m doing this I would especially like to thank Jenna for introducing me to Matthew Cleaver. If it wasn’t for her I wouldn’t of found the one true person who makes me smile none stop. She’s been a great friend from the start. I love you Jenna && Matthew oh so soo much!! <3.

Friday, December 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 23:14:32 GMT

Merry belated Christmas

&& Happy New Year.

Hello everybody.

Busy busy week.

My family && I have been up in Connecticut && New York for a week to see family.

The limo we took

me && my brotherr

Connecticut was sort of hectic because my grandma is over stressed with my grandpa being in the hospital. Plus we are trying to get them to move down to Georgia but that just made things worst because they are both stubborn && want to stay where they are right now. So yeah other then that Connecticut was fun && Christmas was great. WOOT. I got an beautiful necklace that I'm going to wear everyday(from Matt), iPod nano (white), lots of clothes from Hollister && such, money, 3 purses, cute boots && jacket that match, && some more stuff. So yeah it was a good Christmas.

The family

My camera mades our eyes look screwed up

I made that... it's the necklace that Matt gave me

for Christmas. o how i love that guy

Me, Dhana, && Jessi at ESPN... scary pic of me

NYC was absolutely amazing even though we only stayed for three days. Some fun places we went to were Times Square && saw the recording of TRL on MTV… yeah it was pretty amazing. Then we went to the ESPN place to eat dinner with the family && I finally got to see my cousins && aunts. It was nice && then afterwards we went to see the big Christmas tree lit up at night. We went to go see a Christmas show, ate at the famous deli, && shopped of course.

MTV TRL - Times square

The big tree at times square

Times square

So yeah my week was busy but tons of fun. Except I've been missing everyone! <3. Now for the rest of the break I’m going to enjoy it, just chill out, hang out with friends && of course hang out with Mr. Matthew Cleaver. <33.

OH YEAH I finally got my freaking cell phone back with 10 voicemails && 7 texts. Haha so yeah call me.

Later<3

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 20:21:22 GMT

Exams

English = easy

History = I failed, sucks balls.

Bible = easiest thing I’ve ever takin in my life

Science = I’m taking it tomorrow && I’m so ready for it.

WOOP.

Then straight after exams my family is picking me up && we’re going to the airport for NYC && Connecticut.

Be back in 2 weeks.

BUT I shall miss you all.

Especially:

Matthew Cleaver

Caty Irene Leslie

Gaby Lamas

Paisley Burklow

Sarah Levine

Jenna Langmack

Keelan Hans

Brittany Alta

Later

Monday, December 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 19:07:24 GMT

So yeah this weekend sucked.

I was grounded && still am.

Saturday I did pretty much nothing. I was supposed to go ice-skating && hang out with Matt but I couldn’t do that cause yeah. So I practically studied the whole day && hung out with Sarah && Jake. Hanging out with them was the best thing of the whole day. Jake making Barrett cry was hilarious! Barrett accidentally knocked Jake’s bowl of soup out of his hands && Jake starts yelling at him (jokingly) && Barrett starts to burst out crying. Haha.

Sunday I had church in the morning && right after that we went to the Schroeder’s house for a Christmas brunch thing. It was fun && plus I saw Caroline who I haven’t seen in the longest time! Oh yeah && we also rode horses… I haven’t ridin’ in a long ass time so I was sort of scared. I got the really big racehorse && wow he could run fast…

Today was the exam review day for help. Haha it was fun? Mr. Kirby’s help class was the best with Zach, Emma, Caty, Haylee, Paisley, && Brittany. Funny, funny. Yeah then we got Chick-fil-a for lunch on the van ride home && now I just got home.

My Exam Schedule:

Tomorrow – English exam

Wednesday – History && Bible exam

Thursday – Science exam.

I’m nervous about the English exam! Ah.

Well yeah